You don’t know how badly I want to talk to you but I restrain myself from doing so. Seeing you kills me, you don’t even understand. I don’t even want to look at you when you’re around. You keep smiling at me and saying “Hey stranger”. You don’t know how hard it is to stop thinking about you and I hate it.

“You left, you’re happier than ever and that’s all that matters.”

Hello guys ! Tonight will be a great night, I hope. Arianne and the girls aren’t coming, that sucks. I wanted to see them, haha ! Well at least Dee and Michelle are going to be there. 

Right now, I’m home, thinking about what to wear, haha, lame of me. Kurt’s mission is to get me so wasted that I puke a different color, ha, we’ll see.  I’m off this thing. I don’t want to give much details on what’s happening.

Toodles xo

Good morning fellas ! I had quite a great night. I went shisha with my main girls and had these random funny talks about the usual topic. Nes dropped the girls home and as usual, I’m last. We always have a long depressing conversation when she’s on my way to drop me home. I ended up crying about something and we went to the Westmount view for some thinking and all. That’s what I love about Neslie, she gives me the greatest advice and she’s always there for someone. Anyways, I got home around 1am and fell asleep right away.

Sucks I don’t have my phone, I can’t text mr. DJ, my girls or even mr. Milk. I got used to not having my phone before so whatever, I’m alright. I can escape from things.

I LOVE YOU NESLIE !